BLABBER

I set my alarm and woke up at 4 am. I keep my phone away from my bed, and so I go and pick it up in the morning, I turn off the alarm, and go to sleep "again." I hope that one day I will exercise, and I know I won't become like GOJO, but at least a better version of myself. Well, it seems like that's not gonna happen since I didn't change my ways yet. Well, I like to learn how to create a game and how cybersecurity works, I like to start a toy shop, and I also wanna play with kids, I have a lot of likes, but the thing is I really am a lazy person who is also a coward who is so scared of starting something new, for real, making money and living a peace full life is my wish has I say some days but it changes on some day to a corporate monster, humor me is what my mind say and lets burn the world is what my heart want I don't know anymore, I feel blinded by the bright ligth around me where all I want is a ray to see the world clearly I don't know what to do with my life but I know this will not be the end of my dragged down life.

You might say, " HEY, IF YOU WANT TO START THEN JUST START." Well, it's not that I can't, but the rope which is tied around my leg when I was little still haunts me on...

I feel like I wanna shout, I wanna cry, and I want to break the shiny glass wall that keeps me away from my goods. I always curse good-looking people and the intelligent ones, I just envy them I am just a human after all "I WANT IT< I WANT IT <I **** WANT IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL"

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